Sunday, September 2, 2018

AMM Connect Bio



In October I plan to submit my novel, All Your Pieces, to a program called Author Mentor Match. This is my introductory bio!

About Me: 

I grew up on a 4th generation family farm in Lancaster County, Pennsylvania. Farm life is hard, but so, so worth it. I learned to value hard work, cultivated a respect for the earth and the elements, and a love of nature and animals that has stuck with me. My first job off the farm was at a family owned ice cream shop, where my first ever novel was born on a slow rainy day with zero customers (fun fact: that same ice cream shop made it onto the pages of my current manuscript.) I worked as a pet groomer for ten years before moving to Virginia last year. Moving for the first time in my life has been a weird and exciting transition. Virginia doesn’t quite feel like home yet, but snuggling with my dog does, and he’s always game for a cuddling session.

 My childhood nickname was ‘booka’ because I loved books so much. As a kid, I’d always be narrating some kind of story in my head. They almost always involved animals, usually horses, and, of course, I starred as the heroine. My mom homeschooled all four of her kids until we entered high school. A writer herself, she encouraged my internal story-telling to grow into a passion for writing. I cannot thank her enough for allowing me to develop that talent, even if it meant my math skills suffered.

I’m obsessed with my dog, Ireland, books, and music. I went to Ireland with my mom and sister for two weeks in 2011, a literal dream come true. Naturally, Ireland pops up in my novel. Other then writing and reading, I love photography and dancing (ungracefully) around my house.




About My Novel: 

My current novel/work in progress started out as a short story I wrote for my blog in 2015. It was meant to be a cathartic exploration of losing the family farm, my home for 31 years. However, the story and the characters quickly took on a life of their own, and it morphed into something completely different. I published the story here on my blog, but the characters had a firm grip on my heart, and I couldn’t let them go. Their story became my second full-length novel, and my first contemporary romance.

I didn’t start out with the idea that my characters would be gay. But as I was writing that first draft, my main character, Ephraim whispered, 'by the way, I'm going to fall in love with my roommate,’ in my ear. Of course, I was like, ‘that’s brilliant. Yes!’ And then he said, ‘By the way, my room mate is a guy.’ Since it was only supposed to be a short story, I thought, ‘I can totally roll with that.’

When I decided expand the short story to a novel, I struggled, wondering what ‘qualified’ me to this particular story as a cis straight woman. I have no desire to appropriate someone else's voice, story or culture.  I understand there are things I will never experience or fully understand being outside the LGBT+ community. But I believe, no matter our skin color, gender, sexual orientation, religion etc. we all share similar journeys. We fall in love, we experience heartbreak, and joy. We find ourselves in each other’s stories, and this particular story is about humans, who just happen to be gay. All I want to do is tell stories everyone can relate to in some way. However, I do like to shake up the status quo, especially when it comes to gender expectations. Our culture has such a strict, stifling rulebook for men and boys, and I like to write characters that aren’t necessarily bound by those rules. For me, the juxtaposition of toxic masculinity and gay culture is a fascinating lens with which to explore and explode those expectations.


Aesthetic for the relationship between my main characters

Okay, at last, here's a blurb about my novel, All Your Pieces:

Words are in eighteen-year-old Ephraim Rush’s blood, his bones. A passion inherited from his writer parents. Then his dad dies, and Ephraim’s words and ambition dry up. In the last year, he’s done a mountain of stupid things, like using sex to patch his wounds. Rooming with tempting fellow student, Lore, however, may be the stupidest. As Ephraim struggles to stay on track, everyone important in his life urges him to loosen up, let go and unleash the tight grip he keeps on himself. Ephraim can’t—not without tripping over the promise he made to his dying father to always keep writing. He can’t grieve until he writes, and he can’t write until he stops running from everything that terrifies him about life after loss.


Lore Byrne has had enough rejection to last a lifetime and he’s only nineteen. So, yeah, he’s guarded. Still, expressing himself has never been a problem—as long as he controls how much people see. His music and his guitar are the perfect shield. But they can’t protect his heart. Lore has to do that, and he’s done a damn good job. Until Ephraim shows up, chipping at Lore’s carefully constructed walls with quiet persistence. As Lore begins to crumble the past he longs to forget bubbles to the surface, tangling with a present and future he didn’t know he wanted. Suddenly, Lore’s cautious life is complicated and messy. And his heart…well. His heart is a wreck.

Ephraim and Lore aren’t lonely or hurting. They don’t need each other. Except they totally do. As they navigate the perils of a shared living space, taking comfort in and wounding each other, pushing away, and boomeranging back, their toxic knots begin to unravel. It’s not a relationship; it’s not even friendship. But it could be love—if they can find the nerve to let go and accept their broken pieces.


Aesthetic for Lore
Aesthetic for Ephraim




Why I want to be a mentee: 

Writing can be lonely, especially when you’ve just moved to a new state and haven’t found your tribe yet. I’ve struggled over the years to find critique partners as serious as I am about writing, so I’d love to have a wizened buddy by my side in the query trenches. I can only imagine how a mentor will help me take my writing to the next level and I’m excited at the prospect.


Now Some Fun Questions!
·       Pets? A longhair Dachshund called Ronan, and an Alpine goat called Shea.
·       Favorite TV shows? Psych, Gilmore Girls, BBC Robin Hood and Doctor Who. So You Think You Can Dance.
·       Favorite musical? Gosh…probably, RENT.
·       Something you wish you were better at? Dancing. 
·       What are you listening to? Currently addicted to 5 Seconds of Summer's new album, Youngblood 
·       What’s your desktop background right now? A brilliant piece of Raven Cycle fan art.
·       Cellphone background? My home screen is a picture of Adam Rippon I took at a Star’s on Ice show (which was awesome!) and my lock screen is a pic of my dog.
·       Favorite color? I love all shades of blue except navy. Cerulean and royal are particular favorites.
·       Comfort food? Ice cream (although it has to be dairy free now) and graham crackers
·       Favorite drink? Apple Cider 
·       Favorite book? Just one? Okay, Top Three: The Raven Cycle, Maggie Stiefvater (Favorites from the series: The Raven King), the Daughter of Smoke and Bone series by Laini Taylor, and Him and the sequel, Us, by Sarina Bowen and Elle Kennedy. Is that more than 3? Oops.
·       Favorite authors? To name a few: Maggie Steifvater, Bill Konigsberg, Adam Silvera, David Levithan, Sarina Bowen, Avery Cockburn, Rainbow Rowell, Laini Taylor
·       Hogwarts House? Ravenclaw
·       Tattoos? One, but I’d like more.
·       Favorite word? Wonky, shenanigans, quiddity
·       Most overused word in writing? So many. That, had and just are probably the major culprits. I also overuse commas o.O
·       Favorite punctuation mark? Ampersand. But my favorite that I actually use in writing is probably the semicolon.

My dog, Ronan
My goat, Shea

For those who would like to read the original short story, it's titled Brave Love and can be found here: 
http://iwritestephsstoop.blogspot.com/2015/08/e.html

Thursday, July 19, 2018

Trust




 This is a choice: Are you sure this is what you want?

Or the Universe saying, ‘this is all you’re worth. This is all you’re good for. Those other dreams are useless.’

I refuse to believe this is true.

Better options are limited—boxing me in.

This is your best option, your only option.

This is a lie.
This is the truth. 

Is the best option always the right one?

Feathers drift: You are on the right path

Which path?

Trust—Yourself. The Universe. Love.

Trust—Intuition. Gut. Dreams. Wants.

Trust—

A heron in the sky,

A feather in the sand.

There is no right answer, no correct choice.

Trust—








Thursday, July 12, 2018

Midnight Book Review - Running with Lions






 


"Acceptance has an amazing effect on people who pretend they don't need it."

I’ve been excited to read Running with Lions from the moment I heard about it in April. The blurb sounded like a YA version of one of my favorite new adult/adult contemporary romance series—Glasgow Lads, by Avery Cockburn—about an all-LGBT football (soccer) team. YA is my first love. My love for soccer fiction has been established. Of course I couldn’t wait to dive into Running with Lions!

And boy, this little book did not disappoint.

I’m a sucker for sports fiction, even though I’m not at all sporty myself.  Something about the camaraderie, the teammates that become friends that become family, the unification for one purpose…speaks to me. Add in a dash of romance and it’s swoon city. Running with Lions is a wonderful portrayal of such a family. Diverse, real, flesh and bone characters you fall in love with. Characters with real problems, real vices, and real love and support for each other as they wade through a messy, hot summer.

And then there’s Sebastian and Emir. Oh. My. I almost can’t handle the adorable. Seriously, could these two be any cuter? I don’t think so. Friends to ‘enemies’ to sort of friends to lovers? Yes, please. I loved every swoon-worthy moment of their journey.

My one and only complaint: written in third person, with a cast of almost all male characters, the pronoun ‘he’ is thrown around in sentences often without an identifier. This sometimes added up to confusion on my part. The first couple of chapters I had to reread sentences to figure out which ‘he’ was being referred to. Normally, that would affect my rating. However, those few times of stumbling did not alter my enjoyment of the book as a whole. In fact, as the book went on, my confusion and frustration lessened as my interest and investment in the characters and their story increased. 


In short, Running with Lions ran away with my heart. Full of camaraderie, courage, and major cuteness. Julian Winter’s debut is the best kind of read. 

A solid 5 stars.

"Sebastian doesn't want to care about anyone's opinion. It's his friendship, not theirs. But being a teenager is one good day of being a superhero, followed by a hundred days of being self-concious about every little damn thing. It's one big, selfish moment when you don't give a shit about other people's opinions, but you still want your friends to love who you are and what you do."