Monday, July 22, 2013

Hope Mingled



“Do you smell that?”
“Smell what?”
“Magic,” the boy said, eyes twinkling.
She snorted. “No such thing.”
The boy’s eyes went wide with shock. “You don’t really mean that?”
The girl shrugs. “I haven’t seen magic since I was ten.”
The boy looked at her. At her once bright eyes now hollow with despair. She had been like this for a while now. He said, “Maybe you just don’t know where to look.”
            Hope mingled with doubt in her gaze. Her eyes begged him for what she could not bring her self to ask. Show me, they pleaded.
            It began to rain.
The boy kicked off his shoes and socks. He bent down, ignoring her scowl, and pulled off her flip-flops. He took her hand and pulled her out into the rain soaked world.
Her hand was limp in his own as he pulled her from puddle to puddle, stomping, jumping, and splashing with abandon. He painted their faces with mud, and they roared like wild animals. In between downpours he led her beneath trees, leaping up to shake the branches. Droplets poured onto their heads creating their very own miniature rainstorm. He danced for her, the robot, the dougie, the running man, until she laughed out loud.
He took both of her hands in his and spun her around. “Do you smell it?” He shouted. “Do you see it?”
The girl tilted her head back, eyes closed, wet hair flying, as he spun her faster. His wet, mud slicked fingers twined in hers, his grip sure and strong. Mud squished between her toes, ran down her face, mingling with her tears and the rain. She breathed the scent of damp earth, refreshing and crisp. It fused with the scent of the boy’s skin, the lingering aroma of her shampoo, the cinnamon and coffee from the bakery down the street…and something else, something new, and unnamable.
She opened her eyes and saw his smile, heard the bark of his laugh, and the surprised sparkle of her own. And it was there, if only for a moment. Her hands tightened around his.
“I see it,” she cried, triumphant. “I see it.”

           

“Sometimes beauty and real life magic are enough.” ~Stephanie Perkins (Lola and the Boy Next Door)

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Imagine

I recently read The Last Little Blue Envelope by Maureen Johnson. In the book Ginny describes a dumpster transformed into a swimming pool and recalls how her aunt called it a 'triumph of imagination." Her aunt goes to to say, "that's how you win at life, Gin. You have to imagine your way through it. Never say something can't be done. There's always a solution, even if it's weird."

Those lines reached out and clobbered me over the head. They filled me with this new inspiration, and excitement. Because that is how I want to live my life. I want to think outside the box. I want to think outside lanes, and gender roles, and job titles, and all the things we use to pigeon hole ourselves and each other. I want to embrace the world. To see everything, the beautiful mess an the chaos, so that I can find the weird solutions. I want to be weird, period. Because there is no such thing as 'normal.'

I want my imagination to thrive, and grow, and consume. I want my life to be a triumph of imagination.